November 02, 2009 - 11:44 a.m.
Feeling a shift
I got up a little earlier today and am feeling a surge of energy i have not in a long time... i believe it may be enthusiasm but i am not quite sure.
Had a fun weekend caught a show at the bellhouse on saturday night with C & J the band was called King Khaun and the BBQ show- they were great that venue is cool- then we went to A & J's annual halloween party it was fun everyone was committed to costumes i was going to be agent skully from x files but went for being a mourning widow instead- it was weird i really could feel sadness just by having the mascara tracking down my face- pretty sure i was sucking the energy away from those around me- i think i was making people sad ha ha. anyway i ended up getting swept up to a party by M & A in the lower east side to get out of the bklyn element for a moment was a bit refreshing. Was going to try to get to A's but just didn't make it.
Yesterday had the best acting class I have ever had with d. I almost cried during the scene but wasn't ready to. After class during roof talk c said he could tell i was about to cry- I really enjoyed the work in the even though it makes me want to vomit afterwards way, i am realizing i have to be constantly figuring myself out and be myself also to do things i wouldn't typically do but have to take chances - ahhh - D is kind of an amazing coach -
Started writing a little bit for NANOWRIMO - I have the first scene set up I am excited to write again!!
Heard back from the Creative Arts chair at the new school am planning on going in this week- also going to put in my application to FAFA
Am contemplating another cleanse
