October 09, 2009 - 3:42 p.m.
Well, pillary is no longer on the plant- not sure where he went, Gus might have eaten him. I know he's just a bug but I feel kind of sad to not see him become a winged creature, i supppose it is possible he just went under the dirt... Also one of the fish in the kitchen has passed on to the fishbowl in the sky-ahh hope those fish in the afterlife get to be in large bodies of water.
Woke up for the second day in a row 7:45am with a brainful of anxiety, my body tends to fall into patterns of waking. For several years I would wake up at 4:44am almost every day. Maybe tomorrow I will stay up after my body wakes me I would like to get to more regular hours.
Almost have completed downloading all my pics from the past year onto Flickr, it was a fun year.
the anxiety is from paycheck deprivation and also the having gone through all my savings what the hell am i gonna do to pay rent panic
had a moment of clarity from the egg I need to create a contract for the beginning of a project and an understanding and agreement of all parties on project payment.
working on my money karma
ughh my phone has been possessed by the trackball demons- but they are sending me a knew one tomorrow yea for insurance! that is one of the things i don't know if the iphone has yet insurance
am gonna veg for 15mins then head to the studio to clean & class
