July 14, 2009 - 11:07 a.m.
Yesterday I woke up in an incredibly good mood I think I had a really good dream- also feeling better - i think may have been from eating a good amount of food over the weekend. Am feeling good today but not enough to leave the house. Might be good to go to hot yoga later- heard back from the manager on the work study position, am excited about focusing on yoga and my business - i bought the website and have been working on copy and content. am feeling unattached and floaty I need to get some more income to feel more grounded. The past few weekends I have been going upstate it has been fun lots of drinking and some drama. Found out amongst the me expressing in my drunken self that i am a failure and well just feeling low - mom tells me the money i borrowed from her and needed to borrow was from an inheritance - it wasn't her money she was just holding it and i had taken care of myself for a year. And now I am at the bottom and realize things can just get better. I am going to make a list and get this house in order.
