May 02, 2009 - 2:02 p.m.
crying again have not made it out of the house since yesterday afternoon.trapped in my head. producing emotion but not being productive in the material world as I would like. just mulling the past months and feeling bad. i said some very unloving, hurtful things that i deeply regret saying. imagine what i say to myself on a constant basis ha ha. I am in a breakthrough right now my heart is acheing but i know i need to take care of myself. i can say i know what that thing is what i thought was love, anyway there was a moment in which i was free and saw the galaxy again.
