May 01, 2009 - 5:00 p.m.
meh
meh
meh
caught up with a yesterday and well couplehood has diminished, he broke up with me and i just sat and tried to think of what to say, i told him i wanted to keep trying- it sort of had occured more mutually last thursday night but it felt like that was in drunkland but i guess its all the same and me bitching about something it is not going to make things change and a broken record is hardly enjoyed to be listened to. meh. it is how it is but i am not feeling great about it, i keep being ok then crying uncontrollably and feeling like my heart got a pull in it like a muscle ache.
